complete and answer the question :

hello..

1-why we love and hate....?? no no .. the question is , why do we have this feelings ?? this feelings which is 90% of it is the source of our bad mood , depressed , lonely , so Emo , agressive....etc , & 10% of it is in our happines like loves, feeling loved , feeling that warm feelings with ur family and that crazy sweet feelings with ur friends...etc

2-is our hearts really leads this feeling ? or it is our mind too ? that or that... i dun need any of them

3-is there is really a black dot in my heart ?? dun know... but u know.... sometimes when i am really so sad & depressed..etc , i feel that this dot really exist...also i feel another Wierd feeling that my eyes geting darker and larger...( kinda creepy ) but i dun know why i feel this way

4-does the broken heart can heal itself ...and became well again ? till now ... i dun think that this may happen ( sry )

5-does the human really be free and out of any pressure for 4 or 5 years ( max. ) at his life ?? sry for saying this...but yes...just think , u life from 4 to 5 years in ur sweet home with ur mam . then u go to school and the pressure begins and increase with every year u pass...increase with a new feelings all of this feelings is sad and .. and ...etc except the sweet feeling with ur friends , which sometimes this feelings changes 360 degree and became an Emo feelings ...after school now u r just a begginer with a little experience to go in the reall pressuer = reall life ... u catch a college .. after...u marry somegirl that u never ever seen before....and make ur biggest mistake when u get a sweet little babe in this life .. to life ur struggle again.

6-does the school love a real love ?? most of times no..not a real love ( B U T ) sometimes it is better than college love.

7-is it cool to be Emo ??? a StRaNge Stupid question from a mad person....yes this person is me..some people loves Emo's life and Thier Style...but really really really it is soooooo bad after a time of being in that mood...and being Emo is so dangers too... coz u can't ever never change urself after being Emo..u can call it something like Drugs ..

8-when was my most badly depressed mood ?? 2 times ... 1st: when i lost a friend and the other people wasn't know that....2nd :now at this moment.

9-what will u feel when u don't find someone to talk with ?? from my little experience...i can say that it is so HORRIIBLE !!..when u just think about that NUMBER of people in the world..and can't find only one to talk with.....really so Wierd

10-what is the most thing that u hate in urself yassien ?? me ?? yes u.... hmmmmmm....the most thing that i hate in myself ? what a hard question......dun know really but the thing that i have just remembered , is that i can't cry ... people says that when u cry it is kinda clean ur heart...so what about if u can't cry ? that means that i have a dirty Grunge heart

11-why i can't cry ? i dun knowwwwww !!! ...not because i am a man & all this BullShit !! ... many times i tried to cry when i am in a bad mood but i can't ..... the best result that i have ever get that my right eye have losted one tear :) .............when i was in a vaccation with my family in porsa3id ........so i called my blog " Tear Drop " :) , ( am a mad person ) i know
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enough now...i'll come back later ( so soon ) so so soon i know ...

bye bye yassien..................................bye bye my Note
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