w8 a moment..

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  wait a moment...look at urself
  u looks so good..so great
  outside
  u looks so hatred .. so afraid
  inside
  asking ur self am i normal..
  am i well
  asking urself am i emo
  am i dead
  and never get an answer...
  and everytime something happen to give u an answer..
  must be the wrong answer
  answer makes u return to ur corner
  to start to think again..
  am i so this unimportant..
  am i so this unmagnificant..
  why am i so ignored?
  why am i so invisible?
  feeling so lonely ..listening to the rain
  behind each drop..there's a story
  searching for someone to hear ... before it smack the ground.
  and every time u tried to kill the pain
  u just brought more..
  then u feel the wierd feeling
  when ur eyes gets darker..
  gets larger...
  deaceiving bleeding inside
  
  then u lie on urself..just a try
  a try to heal ur broken grunge heart
  
  then u pray..asking god to get u another life
  asking god to take ur life
  hoping that ur end is not...
  is not to Suicide
  and decide that this is the last lie u are wasting on urself
  because u know the truth.
  that u r just an Emo
  just unloved
  and someday somehow...
  u will just suicide as u siting here
  in ur corner
  u will be swimming in ur bloody sea..
  with that feeling that u can't see...
  
  
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  am back...:)
  sry 3ala el ka2aba deh w 3aref enoko ya2ema mesh fahmen 7aga ya2ema shayefen eno ta5ref :)
  bas ana 3aref enoko 2aked mesh hat7eso bel post dah...ana bas ele 7aset eno